I refuse to watch the full George Floyd video. I still refuse to watch the Eric Garner video. Some people can watch that stuff and go about their day like nothing ever happened. I will stare at my ceiling for days and never sleep. I am deeply disturbed by any human being evil enough to knowingly just kill someone with the cameras watching. I will be even more disturbed if a grand jury says he's not guilty. But I logged off of Twitter for several hours. It was just too much to think about. I keep saying I'll write my thoughts on it, but my mind is just flooded with gibberish. I don't know how to write about pure evil.

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